APRIL 4-10 2026 | SOULSHINE, BALI
Lead Yourself Retreat
where shadow work meets movement
A 7-day yoga & meditation retreat for those ready to deepen their leadership in life, work & within.
This isn’t leadership that glows in the dark, this is leadership that grows in the dark.
I have led 7 Heal Yourself™ Retreats in Bali since 2017.
200+ people came. They cried, cracked open and remembered their power.
But healing was never the end, it was always the threshold.
The glow fades, the breakthroughs soften.
And then life asks: Will you hold what you healed? Will you lead yourself?
That is why Lead Yourself™ was born. This 8th retreat is the evolution.
New name, new container, new venue, deeper ground.
Not healing. Leading.
Not light. Depth.
Not someday. Now.
The question isn't whether you need this evolution.
The question is: are you ready to claim it?
This is for the ones already walking — ready to go deeper, steadier, further.
You carry this knowing in your bones:
The healing arc has slightly faded and you’re on the verge of an identity shift. You're not here for the glow up, you're here to create stability from the ground up. You want a spine that can hold what life hands you through the long haul.
You're done with mediocre “light & love” quick fixes and ready for transformation that exists within your shadows, whether you’re leading your vision, your company, or your family.
What to expect:
This isn't another retreat that leaves you high on possibility and empty-handed when you return to real life.
You won't leave here just feeling inspired, you'll leave with practices that become part of how you breathe, move, and make decisions.
Seven days gives you time to go beyond the breakthrough moment and into the integration that actually changes your life.
This work isn't for people still figuring out if they want to heal. It's for people ready to step into what they've built through all that healing.
Here's how the days build:
Morning visceral movement work to root presence
Shadow work to deepen inner clarity
Somatic practice to embody insight
Integration sessions to anchor in the transformation
You don't come here to learn about leadership. You come here to remember that you already are one.
The practices you’ll learn aren't just techniques you perform, they become how you inhabit your body and your being.
Because the kind of leadership that lasts isn't built from confidence or motivation, It's built from the ground up, through your nervous system and how you lead through the storm.
When you leave Bali, you won’t be just carrying tools in your bag, you will carry a different way of being that people feel, the moment you walk into any room.
The healing arc has faded and now you’re committed to build what comes next.
“Doing the work was raw and eye-opening, but so necessary. I returned home with a deeper commitment to keep leading myself.”
“My life completely turned around in ways I couldn’t believe. Everything I committed to in Bali has unfolded.”
This is for you if:
✓ You’ve studied the work, explored your edges, and felt the shift, and now you’re ready for the next level.
✓ You’ve stepped into your new identity, but you crave the container to fully anchor it.
✓ You’re done with partial breakthroughs and fleeting inspiration, you want transformation that lands in your body, your choices, your presence.
✓ You’re yearning for deep descent work, for practices, space, and guidance that hold you fully while you claim your leadership.
You already know:
✓ You’re ready to lead from your full presence, grounded, embodied, and unshakable.
✓ You’re ready to claim the next level of your identity, where authority is lived, not performed.
✓ You’ve done the work, explored your edges, and now you’re prepared to go deeper than most dare, where transformation actually sticks.
If you wait:
✖ You’ll linger on the edges of your own power.
✖ You’ll replay the same patterns, the same doubts, the same half-shifts.
✖ You’ll wonder what could have been if you had stepped fully into yourself.
✖ You’ll leave the leader inside you quietly waiting.
when you make a move:
✓ You step fully into the authority that’s already yours.
✓ You claim the momentum, the clarity, the embodied tools to sustain change.
✓ You awaken deeper self-ownership, inner authority, and presence you can’t turn off.
✓ You become the leader you’ve been quietly becoming, in every breath, every choice, every action.
You’ve been told that leadership is a role.
The truth? It’s lived in your body, in your choices, in your presence.
A private sanctuary
Here, you’ll eat, sleep, and practice in uninterrupted devotion. No distractions. No noise. Just you, your body, and the land of Bali. You have access to the rest of the stunning Soulshine grounds if you desire to explore, but the sanctuary will be your hub, designed immaculately to hold everything you’re becoming.
10 Rooms | 7 Days | 1 Decision
Bali is the backdrop,
you are the work.
The question is… are you committed to leading yourself?
Accommodations
The Sanctuary is a private, closed-off space for retreat guests only, with only 10 rooms across two types, where you’ll sleep, eat, and practice uninterrupted, while still having access to the stunning Soulshine grounds. All Standard and Suite beds can be set up as a king or two twins.
the standard
7 Standard Rooms are available. Just steps from the shala and the pool, blending modern elegance with Balinese charm.
SHARED $3,200 | SINGLE $5,200
the suites
3 unique Suites are available. Each with a private pool or a sauna, offering elevated privacy and tasteful beauty.
SHARED $3,800 | SINGLE $5,800
Right now, you’re standing at a threshold.
You already know this is not about someday.
You already know your body is ready.
You already know the leader inside you is waiting.
Bali will hold you.
The work will transform you.
But only you can choose to lead yourself.
The longer you wait, the louder life will feel like it’s on hold. Because when you physically move yourself and change your environment and arrive in Bali, the shift begins the moment you land.
You ready?
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FAQ
Don’t let the small details take over what your intuition is saying. Feel into the pull.
Got a question? Send an email to Emre at retreats@beebosnak.com
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The retreat begins at 4pm on Saturday April 4th and ends at 12pm on Friday April 10th 2026.
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Not when you have dedicated support. After nearly 10 years facilitating Bali retreats, we've guided hundreds of participants through this journey, many first-time international travelers. While long-haul travel can feel complex at first glance, we personally help each guest design their ideal itinerary. You'll receive detailed travel guidance and can communicate with us directly throughout the planning process. This ensures you arrive relaxed and ready for transformation, not exhausted from travel logistics.
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Absolutely. Travel support is part of the retreat experience. We work with each participant individually to create the best itinerary for their schedule, budget, and preferences. Whether you want to arrive early, extend your stay, or need guidance on the most efficient routing, we provide personalized recommendations based on a decade of Bali logistics. You're never navigating this alone.
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Plan to arrive by Friday, April 3rd to rest and acclimate before our Saturday evening start. Many participants arrive 1-2 days early to settle in. We'll help you determine the optimal arrival timing based on your departure city and travel preferences.
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Denpasar Ngurah Rai International Airport (DPS). From there, it's approximately 90 minutes to Soulshine Bali in Ubud. We provide detailed transfer instructions and arrange transportation.
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Yes. We’ll coordinate your pickup and drop-off personally. All you have to do is arrive.
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Your $888 deposit secures your space in this intimate container.
If you need to cancel on or before February 4, 2026, your deposit is non-refundable, and any additional amount paid will be returned.
After February 5, 2026, all payments are non-refundable.
These terms honor the depth of this work and the commitment of every participant. We strongly encourage travel insurance to safeguard your plans.
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You can either place a deposit or pay in full, which includes a deep-dive 1:1 integration session with Bee.
Full payment is due by January 4, 2026, approximately 90 days before the retreat begins. Once confirmed, you’ll receive your detailed preparation guide within 24 hours.
We also offer flexible payment options via Klarna, Affirm, and Afterpay.